Monday, October 07, 2002

ok, ya. I just learned that supposedly Kara told Johnny about my site who told Greg and who knows who else... So, you know, I have to be especially careful about what I post now cause if it's just a wee bit discrimitory (sp) or whatever to people then Johnny and Greg and them will read it and tell everybody because I've known them to be quite the blabbermouths (at least Johnny is), and so, ya. Hi Johnny! Hi Greg! Hi ______. Oh ya, Kara, I don't think you told them. Sara probably did (she knows about this site, doesn't she? it's ok if you told HER because she doesn't count, lol. Just joking! I wrote that just for you- SARA (who knew a GUUUY who had a GUUUUN, sorry, inside joke)) because she IS a blabbermouth and can't help letting stuff like that slip. Erg, so whoever told those guys, fess up. And ya, I go by Keli here, and Kelsey, so now you know. That's Kelsey's Super Short Blob! (I meant to write Blob, not Blog.) Ya, I know, this is quite confusing and only the people I know will know what I'm writing about, and maybe they won't even. Or maybe, even better yet, they've completely forgotten about this site and won't visit it again! I'm hoping....

Sunday, October 06, 2002

Today is sunday, obviously, and I was acolyting today. For the past week i've been debation on whether or not I should quite acolyting because of J2A (Journey to Adulthood, corny, i know, but it's really helped me with me faith in God). Today I decided to tell the leader of acolyting that I was quitting because I felt like J2A was more worthy of my time. And then she, the leader, started going on about how, "J2A should be scheduled at a separate time, that's just goofy. Why does it have to coincide with acolyting?" and blah dee blah dee blah. I just wanted to smack her because it made me so mad. What position was she in to tell me that stuff? Sure, acolyting's is, figuratively, serving God, but it's not building my faith and love for God like J2A is. I would love to build and learn about God, and acolyting is the same, drone thing every single time. And now, I'll probably end up not quitting because 1. my mom won't let me after what the leader said about it today and 2. even if Mom would let, I'd feel too bad doing it. Erg! What do you think I should do??

Saturday, October 05, 2002

It's around 9:25 here, and I just finished watching a movie with my folks. It was rather slow moving, but I can't say I was disappointed in the way it turned out, it was actually quite an uplifting story at parts.
I played a soccer game today, and my team won 3-1. I was SO close to scoring a few goals. At one point it had bounced off about 10 people's legs before it finally got to me, and I was just about to score, but my kick went askew and somebody else scored. Oh well! Better lucky next time.
I was going to go to the Corn Maze tonight with one of my friends I just met this year and who is really cool. But then Mom called it off because supposedly the mud was knee deep. I personally would have liked to go because that would have made it all the funner, but, like I said, better luck next time! And then I decided that I wanted to go to Sweet Home Alabama (I want to see that movie SO bad, I heard it got awesome reviews) with my friend, but she couldn't because she couldn't get ahold of her parents. Erg, so tonight was quite an unsocial night although it was supposed to be quite the opposite. Poop!
I have already posted 2 blog layouts at blogskins my username is keli2007, so go look for my work! I created this layout :-D
it's quite foggy out, it reminds me of a time I would be willing to run outside in the cold, pouring down rain without any shoes on and dance. I love the movie Singing in the Rain because the title reminds me so much of my younger self. I hate it when you realize that you're truly grown up and no matter how hard you may try, nothing you do will make you return to those happy, fun-filled days where people didn't stare at you odd if you runned into the sandbox to get sand underneath you less-than-perfect fingernails. I wish that I was still young and happy, not caring what other people did or thought of me for I was myself. I did what I wanted, no matter what he or she might have said. And I always had a smile on, because I was happy being myself. I wish I still had that same frame of mind, for though I am myself on a daily basis, myself as changed to a point where I'm not quite sure what myself means. Does it mean to do what I want? Act like I want? or just Do what I feel is right?
thank you kara! she got the comments up! yippee!
now i gotta figure out poopy enetation, kara put it up last night but then it wasn't there this morning (before I replaced my old layout w/ this one) and now enetation isn't letting me in. wwwaaahhh!

Friday, October 04, 2002

thanx kara!
hello